Friday, April 27, 2012

One Year

A lot can happen a year.

A year ago, I was only 25.

A year ago, I was trying to decide if I was totally crazy to quit my jobs and move to Italy.

A year ago, I was hanging out with these fun people.

Miss you guys!

I remember exactly where I was on this day last year. My roommates and I huddled into my bathroom/closet with the dog and watched James Spann as we waited for the tornado that had devastated Tuscaloosa to come our way. We watched the debris fall from the sky, as the tornado skipped us and instead hit other parts of Birmingham. Those small towns and neighborhoods lumped into the area "North or West Birmingham" were more than just that to the three of us. One of my old roommates is a nurse at a hospital near there, the other is a teacher at a school right near the Pratt City and Forestdale areas, and I led worship at a small church near McDonald Chapel, Pleasant Grove, and Concord.



I will never forget going into Concord only two days after the tornadoes hit. The pastor of the church where I attended and his wife lived on the main street of Concord that was literally leveled by the tornadoes. The images I saw there, and then a week later in Pratt City, are forever imprinted in my mind. What used to be a quaint street with stores and homes looked a like a set from a movie meant to depict the aftermath of a nuclear war. There were army tanks and soldiers in uniforms carrying machine guns manning check points around the damaged areas. I will never forget seeing the markings on the homes that let rescuers know if bodies had been found inside or if the house was clear. I will never forget the sickening sound of dogs barking because that meant they may have found another body. I will never forget the strength and faith I saw in the eyes of people who had literally lost everything. I will never forget the sweet old lady I met near Pratt City who told us all about her house (which had been destroyed by the tornado), and how she had built it with her husband over forty years ago.

This was her house a week after the tornado hit.

I will never forget how she took our hands with tears in hers eyes and ask us if she could pray for us. It should have been the other way around. I will never forget being at church the sunday after it happened. Everyone there had been touched in some way by the tornado whether it was the death of a friend, family member, or losing a home. The church still did not have power, but I will never forget the worship that morning as people wept and worshiped the God who gives and takes away.

The day of and the days following the tornado taught me a lot about God's character, specifically his mercy, his sovereignty, and his goodness. Now, a year later, I am continuing to learn these lessons, just in different ways. If you had asked me a year ago if I honestly believed I would be in Rome the next year, I would have laughed. Yet, here I am. God has plans that I literally do not have the capacity to comprehend.

Who knows what this next year will bring, but I do know one thing for sure: God is faithful.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

What we take for granted

I am realizing that I am not a thankful person. I would really like to become more thankful, even for the small things. Some of the simple things in life I just take for granted, like they will always be there.

That being said, here are a list of things I did not realize I was thankful for before I came to Italy.

In no particular order....
1. Ice
2. Brown Sugar
3. Pure Vanilla Extract
4. Raw or Steamed vegetables not cooked in oil or loaded down with salt
5. Target and Walmart
6. My car
7. How cheap both gas and milk are (I know, we think these things are expensive in the States. Not true.)
8. Clothes Dryers
9. Whole Grain Bread
10. Traffic Laws

Now, also in no particular order, here are the things I am thankful for in Italy...

1. Public Transportation
2. Mozzarella di Bufala
3. Being able to walk everywhere
4. 1 million different types of pasta
5. 1 euro bottles of wine
6. The 3 parks that are less than 5 minutes from my apartment
7. No added hormones in dairy products or meat
8. Gelato
9. Gladiator festivals in the park
10. Street markets

New life goal: do not take things for granted. always say thank you and mean it.

What are you thankful for today?

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

God Moves in a Mysterious Way

God moves in a mysterious way...
Yeah okay, we all say that. Whenever something happens that we cannot understand, whether it is something wonderful or something difficult, we say something "like God's ways are so different than ours", "God's plan is different than ours, or "His timetable is different." Of course all these things are true, but at least for me, when these words come out of mouth, I don't always truly believe them, and I definitely do not believe that this plan is for my good.


I have been feeling this a lot lately, you know, wandering what God is up to (and at times demanding an explanation instead of simply trusting him). Sometimes you come to a place in your life, and you stand there, looking around, wandering what God is doing. You are not where you want to be in your life, and the future means either jumping off a cliff or climbing up a mountain, and both of those seem a little scary. Times like these are frustrating, emotional, and often cause me to doubt God's sovereignty, but it is those times where God is pruning us and making us more like Christ. We might not be able to understand what is going on, but we should never doubt God's mercy during these times.

Appropriately enough, one of my favorite hymns speaks to times like these. William Cowper wrote the words to "God Moves in a Mysterious Way" over two hundred years ago, and he was certainly no stranger to the heartache and struggles that life can bring. You can read his story in John Piper's book The Hidden Smile of God.  However, in the midst of what seemed like "a frowning providence," Cowper somehow was able to trust that God's smile was not too far away.

I first learned this song about four years ago on Summer Beach Project. My friend Matt Francisco wrote a new melody to Cowper's old words, and this song suddenly became a wonderful part of my life. I have listened to and sung this song at least a hundred times, and every time I do, I can hear God's promises breathing hope into my weary soul.


  1. God moves in a mysterious way
    His wonders to perform;
    He plants His footsteps in the sea
    And rides upon the storm.

    Deep in unfathomable mines
    Of never failing skill
    He treasures up His bright designs
    And works His sov’reign will.

    Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take;
    The clouds ye so much dread
    Are big with mercy and shall break
    In blessings on your head.

    Judge not the Lord by feeble sense,
    But trust Him for His grace;
    Behind a frowning providence
    He hides a smiling face.

    His purposes will ripen fast,
    Unfolding every hour;
    The bud may have a bitter taste,
    But sweet will be the flow’r.

    Blind unbelief is sure to err
    And scan His work in vain;
    God is His own interpreter,
    And He will make it plain.

Matt wrote a bridge to the song that goes like this:


Every wrong shall be made right,
As our faith gives way to sight. 
Every tear shall be wiped away,
As the night gives way to day.

Those last lines are the smiling face of God. The promise that one day, we will be able to see Him face to face. There in His presence, all earthly trials will fade away, and we will taste the sweetness of an eternity with Him. 

Matt and I had the opportunity to record this song a few years back, and I am so thankful that I can listen to it, be reminded of God's promises, and praise him for his good, gracious, and sovereign will.

If you would like a copy of our recording, you can get it here an Amazon for only $0.99! Or, you can search either Matt or I on itunes and find it there! I hope it will change your life as much as it has changed mine, and that it will be an encouragement to you no matter what you are walking through. 

Monday, April 23, 2012

Finding the Quatrefoil

Having visitors over here is always so much fun! This past weekend, I have gotten the chance to hang out with Lauren Bidez, a friend from Samford. She and I were both in Phi Mu there. Like me, she had the revelation that she need a break from real life, and she is now taking the next three months to back pack through Europe! I think this is sooooooo cool. She has already had a ton of fun adventures, and many more to come. Check out her blog here to see her trek through Europe!

It was really fun to show her around the city and to catch up on how life has been the past few years! I took her to the Jewish Ghetto because I was pretty sure I remembered there being a quatrefoil in the center of one of the piazzas there. I was right!


We got a nice Italian lady to snap a pic for us to send into the Aglaia!

Sunday, April 15, 2012

President Obama and Piazza Bologna

The other day a friend and I decided to venture out to a part of Rome we had not been to yet. We decided on Piazza Bologna for several reasons.
1. We had heard it is pretty.
2. They have really good arancini there. Arancini is basically a fried ball of rice with something like mozarella in the middle of it. They are pretty much amazing. This is a really popular thing in Naples, and the best ones are without a doubt found there, but apparently you could find some of the best ones in Rome in Piazza Bologna.
3. We really did not have anything else to do. Okay that is not true, we had lots to do, but decided that Thursday was a good day for Piazza Bologna.

We wandered around the Piazza and the streets that are all around it. We walked past cafes and pizzerias hoping to find one that caught our eye. Finally, we walked past this one Bar that looked like it had pastries, coffee, arancini, and pizza. Pretty much your one stop shop for yummy food. This place also had this...

I know what you are thinking....the picture quality is terrible, and wait a second, is that Barak Obama eating one of those cakes? Well you are right; both of those things are true. Here is a closer look at the sign for "Pasticciotti Obama."


There Barak is, waving and encouraging us to spend 1.50 euros on these little chocolate cakes. Now my friend and I were utterly bewildered as to why Barak Obama's face was on these cakes. I mean, this was not a particularly touristy area. So we asked one of the guys working there why our President's face was on cake, all the while figuring we would get some kind of political critic on America or something.

Wrong.
So. 
Wrong.

The guy's response to our question, I kid you not, was "because the cakes are the color of his skin." My jaw dropped to the ground, and I said, "are you kidding." And he looked at me and said "no, it's true." After that we did not really feel it was appropriate to eat at that bakery. In fact, we ran away about as quickly as we possibly could. No doubt definitely one of the strangest, and most inappropriate experiences I have had in Italy, and one I will not soon forget. 

Friday, April 13, 2012

The Last Few Months

Hello friends!

Sorry I have been so absent from blogging in the past two months! The last few months have been crazy, busy, and fun, and I am just now getting to sit down and tell you guys all about them! Between having a 102 degree fever for 9 days, going to Switzerland, my sister visiting, our trip to Paris, and just living normal life, things have been really busy!

But, I am back! I plan on doing detailed posts on the major events, but until then please enjoy this brief list of updates!

1. Giulio speaks! That's right; Giulio has started talking...okay that is not totally true. He has started to say a few words, and guess what his third word was! "Ball" Not "palla" which is the Italian word for "ball," but the English word! I was so excited!! Now whenever we go to the park and he sees other kids playing soccer, he runs around screaming "ball" at the top of his lungs. Of course, this is a bit weird to the other kids because he really should be saying "palla." Oh well!! I am very proud!


2. I have been in Italy for 7 months! I really cannot believe that I have been here that long! It feels like just yesterday I was packing my three gigantic suitcases and leaving for what seemed at the time like a crazy adventure. Now this adventure (though still crazy sometimes) is just normal life! I will be here for about 4 1/2 to 5 more months, and I am going to be so very sad to leave. My prayer now is that one day God will bring me right back to Italy for a longer period of time! I mean I have thrown several coins into the Trevi Fountain! Although, apparently I do not have a picture of me doing so! God has definitely been growing my heart for Europe since I have been here, and I would love if he would bring me here again to do ministry!


3. I went to the opera!! It was amazing! For Natale (a.k.a Christmas) Alberto and Lilli gave me two tickets to see Madame Butterfly at the Teatro Dell'Opera here in Rome. Both the theater and the opera where beautiful!  This will definitely not be the only opera I ever see! I felt so cultured even though I had no idea what they were saying! I did not feel so badly about that since my friend Cristina, who came with me and is Italian, also could not really understand what they were saying!


4. I celebrated my first Carnevale! Carnevale is basically the halloween of Italy. It takes place right around the time of Mardi Gras. And let me tell you, people go all out! I did not have a costume, but I did get to see some pretty amazing ones! My friends and I celebrated at this cool place called Circolo degli Artisti (5 euros to the non-Italian speaking person who pronounces this correctly and 2 euros if you can tell me what it means) and we saw a group of Native Americans, milk cartons, witches, animals, and all kinds of great costumes!


5. I baked chocolate chip cookies for the family, and let's just say we ate 4 dozen of them in one day. Apparently they were good.

6. Most of the time the family thinks I am crazy when I eat "American" things. I still cannot convince the girls that banana and nutella taste good together. However, Cecilia did say that when she comes to America she will try pizza from Pizza Hut. Baby steps, people, baby steps.

7. I introduced the girls to Raffi! Do you guys remember him? He was the guy that sang all those wonderful children's songs when I was a kid! Now, they wander around the apartment singing "Down By the Bay." Cecilia also learned all the words to "Popular" from Wicked. She can sing the entire song, and I have to say I am pretty proud of her. Our musical repertoire now consists of the songs from The Sound of Music, the songs from Mamma Mia, "Little Bunny Foo Foo", "Popular" and "Down By the Bay." We should probably put on a concert.

8. We have watched this video from Yo Gabba Gabba about 100 times...Hopefully it will stick, and Giulio will never bite his friends!


9. My sister came to visit!! (Her visit will get its own post soon!) While she was here we went to see The Hunger Games in English, in Paris! It was awesome!

10. Lilli made homemade Tiramisu, and it was so delicious! I ate way too much of it! Come to think of it, I eat way to much in general here! The food is just so good!


These last few months in Rome have been great, but the homesickness has finally started to kick in. I miss my friends and family, and I hate missing out on what is going on in their lives! I could also really go for some Mexican food, wouldn't mind getting to dry my clothes in a dryer, and as summer is drawing closer, the thought of not having air conditioning in the apartment is making me start to sweat, but besides those things, I could stay in Rome forever. Considering the fact that I don't have a job back in the States, that does not sounds like such a bad idea!